Scent of memories

It’s a hint, a wisp of a memory.
The forgotten bite of someone’s
cigarette smoke, or a sweet tang
of pipe tobacco and coffee.

The smell of powder from a
glass dish shaped like a dog.
Special day perfume lingering
on a scarf or sleeve like mist.

Stale smells of old ashtrays,
a lip of Cope or pull of chew.
Was it Juicy Fruit or Kool-Aid
that summer smelled like?

Kitchen smells can tease out
a whole decade of memories.
Car smells can put on miles
recalling maps and road signs.

When I try to recall though
they fade quickly, no hints.
Just a thought of what it
might have smelled like then.

They cross over too, the memories.
Vanilla – candles, air fresheners
or perfume? They me tangle up and
start me on paths worn and forgotten.

They are ambush predators every one.
Sneaking up with feelings and images,
non-tangible senses of things gone.
A tear or a laugh, scars ache and burn.

The scent of a memory lives as an
anchor and a trigger, a way to pull you
back in and awaken some forgotten
place in your heart, to live again.

Some last a fleeting moment, others
linger and bring with them a cascade
of other memories from scent, sound,
taste, touch – a blast from the past.

You can’t hold them, or keep them.
They are butterfly and wasp both,
Brush of something special and
a sting of something with no words.


Not yet winter, not yet.

No. No snow shots. No winter photos. Not yet.

I’m firmly in denial about this heavy shot of

winter snow, wind, and approaching bitter cold.

I want to imagine summer days,

deer in canola fields, blooming waves

of purple flax and the sounds of birds and insects.

I want to feel the sun warm on my face,

not snow in my hair and frozen lashes.

But the dog – oh the dog.

She loves this! Snow! Running and leaping.

Not too hot, just right for rolling fun.

She is a fall baby, grown into love

with the winter blanket of snow.

She bites the snow, digs into drifts.

Cuddles on the couch, cleaned by winter.

We balance it – the moisture so desperately

comes as snow, the promise of spring seems

darkly far distant as we hunker down to

snow, cold and short days easing to

darkness of winter but still…we wait.

Waiting gives us time to dream, to rest.

The busy weight of fall eases off.

We know it’s time to plan, plot and

to look inwards as the winter comes.

I won’t stop dreaming of spring.

I won’t hate the winter either.

I’ll lean forward and embrace

the special moments of quiet,

that only a cold snowy night

can bring in a busy loud world.

poetry #winter

Rolling hills with blues and greens, a foreground of yellow canola with the head and ears of a mule deer peeking out.