It’s a hint, a wisp of a memory.
The forgotten bite of someone’s
cigarette smoke, or a sweet tang
of pipe tobacco and coffee.
The smell of powder from a
glass dish shaped like a dog.
Special day perfume lingering
on a scarf or sleeve like mist.
Stale smells of old ashtrays,
a lip of Cope or pull of chew.
Was it Juicy Fruit or Kool-Aid
that summer smelled like?
Kitchen smells can tease out
a whole decade of memories.
Car smells can put on miles
recalling maps and road signs.
When I try to recall though
they fade quickly, no hints.
Just a thought of what it
might have smelled like then.
They cross over too, the memories.
Vanilla – candles, air fresheners
or perfume? They me tangle up and
start me on paths worn and forgotten.
They are ambush predators every one.
Sneaking up with feelings and images,
non-tangible senses of things gone.
A tear or a laugh, scars ache and burn.
The scent of a memory lives as an
anchor and a trigger, a way to pull you
back in and awaken some forgotten
place in your heart, to live again.
Some last a fleeting moment, others
linger and bring with them a cascade
of other memories from scent, sound,
taste, touch – a blast from the past.
You can’t hold them, or keep them.
They are butterfly and wasp both,
Brush of something special and
a sting of something with no words.
Scent of memories
November 21, 2022 at 3:07 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: memories, poet, poetry, remember, scents
Not yet winter, not yet.
November 7, 2022 at 11:20 pm (Farming Agriculture, Poetry)
Tags: birds, canola, deer, dogs, Poetry, Poets, spring, winter
No. No snow shots. No winter photos. Not yet.
I’m firmly in denial about this heavy shot of
winter snow, wind, and approaching bitter cold.
I want to imagine summer days,
deer in canola fields, blooming waves
of purple flax and the sounds of birds and insects.
I want to feel the sun warm on my face,
not snow in my hair and frozen lashes.
But the dog – oh the dog.
She loves this! Snow! Running and leaping.
Not too hot, just right for rolling fun.
She is a fall baby, grown into love
with the winter blanket of snow.
She bites the snow, digs into drifts.
Cuddles on the couch, cleaned by winter.
We balance it – the moisture so desperately
comes as snow, the promise of spring seems
darkly far distant as we hunker down to
snow, cold and short days easing to
darkness of winter but still…we wait.
Waiting gives us time to dream, to rest.
The busy weight of fall eases off.
We know it’s time to plan, plot and
to look inwards as the winter comes.
I won’t stop dreaming of spring.
I won’t hate the winter either.
I’ll lean forward and embrace
the special moments of quiet,
that only a cold snowy night
can bring in a busy loud world.
poetry #winter